I think we need a word for two related things.
I can’t seem to finish watching succession and the producers.
I can’t finish succession because I am having trouble stomaching the situation. I cant finish because it is painful to watch.
I can’t finish the producers (kpop show with IU) because I am feeling so kilig while watching it.
I believe our language would be so much more righ if we had one word to describe each of these similar but unique feelings.