I realized something while watching Discovery Episode 9 Season 3. The writers with one scene made the Admiral a good leader in my eyes. Good writing.
But it started me pondering why I can’t seem to watch a new show right now. I have such long a backlog that I have been actively ignoring watching CLOY, Itaewon Class, Startup.
I try to be introspective, I even have the fantasy that my default mode is introspection first.
I have been try to keep a semblance of normalcy by not watching new things.
The seeming contradiction is I am watching KPOP a lot.
Upon further thought I am just going back to the college age mindset to try new things or maybe more accurately a midlife crisis type of mindset wherein you try youthful things to capture ones youthful mindset again.
All in all I am not Okay but It’s Okay not to be Okay.