Drowning 2022 10 27 0230H

I feel I am slowly losing myself.

I had a suspicion that this would happen.

But nothing is ever free.

My family gives me so much joy.

Hugging my kids make me thank God I am alive.

But, What is this dread that I am feeling.

Two things have never left me since I’ve heard/watched them.

John Mayer’s Stop This Train I want to get out

and Before Sunset’s “Life is about fighting for meaning”

The past 5 years were extremely hard.

I had to fight for what I have right now.

I had to swallow my pride and muck it up in the estero.

But, because of this I am facing this situation.

Basic needs met, now facing existential dread once again.

What will I see when I walk this unknown path.

Silent Scream!!!!

Future Movie Lines 2020 11 22 2230

Di ako naniniwala sa group work. More than 2 may isa na hindi nag tatrabaho. I used to pero tangina nabenta kotse ko.

Ngayon I only believe in pairs. I used to pair program. What’s better than 1 head? 2.

Trying Instant Articles part 2

It seems I need 10 articles to submit for review to facebook.
If I pass the review only then can those articles be published.
Oh well maybe by the weekend I’d have those 10 articles.
Wish me luck.

Trying Instant Articles

After reading this
https://media.fb.com/2016/04/12/instant-articles-now-open/
and needing a bit of time to decompress I decided to try things out.
I went to http://instantarticles.fb.com/ and signed up and was able to activate and now try to publish an instant article all within 15-30 minutes.
Hope to help a few people out on setting this up.

$99 Parallella Supercomputer is Now Open Source Hardware

Parallella is a low cost supercomputer designed by Adapteva using Xilinx Zynq-7010/7020 FPGA+2x Cortex A9 SoC combined with Adapteva Ephipany 16 or 64 cores epiphany coprocessor. The project had a successful kickstarter campaign which allowed then to provide the 16-core version for $99, and the 64-core version for $750. The board will soon be shipped to people who pledged on kickstarter, and one of the promise of the campaign was to fully open source the platform, and today, they just fulfilled that.

Before going into the details of the open source release, let’s have a look at the specs:

SoC – Xilinx Zynq7000 Series (Z-7010 or Z-7020) Dual-Core ARM Cortex A9 with 512KB L2 Shared Cache

Coprocessor – Epiphany Multicore Coprocessor. The Parallella-16 board includes the 16-core Epiphany-III processor The Parallella-64 board includes the 64-core Epiphany-IV processor

System Memory – 1024MB DDR3L

Boot Flash – 128 Mb QSPI Flash

Indicators – 2 User controlled LEDs

USB:

USB 2.0 Port(0) Connects to a host machine (PC/tablet/smartphone)

USB 2.0 Port (1) Connects peripheral devices

Ethernet – 10/100/1000M Ethernet, RJ45 with magnetics and LEDs

SD Connector – MicroSD, 3.3V

Video – Micro HDMI connector

Expansion Connectors – Four 60-pin high speed Samtec connectors for:

Epiphany link expansion connector(s)

Zynq programmable logic extension connector

Power, JTAG, debug connector

Power Source – USB or 5.0V DC

PCB Dimensions – 86.36mm x 53.34mm

Parallela Connexion Block Diagram

The 64-core version of the Parallella computer is said to deliver over 90 GFLOPS of performance, and have a processing equivalent to a 45 GHz CPU [64 CPU cores * 700MHz] providing you can run your application on the 64-core simultaneously on a tiny board consuming only 5 Watts under typical work loads. Imaging, communications, automotive, medical, and audio applications could take advantage of parallel computing at a much lower cost than is currently available with Parallella.

In order to make a platform really “open source hardware” you need to release the source code as well as the hardware file, and for the parallela platform everything seems now available on their github repository including:

Parallella board design files with bill of materials, schematics (dsn and pdf), layout files (brd), and Solidworks files.

Official u-boot for Parallella board

Official linux kernel for Parallella

Official Ubuntu distro for Parallella

Sourceware Tree for Epiphany

GCC for Epiphany

SDK scripts for Epiphany

We’ve got the hardware files, u-boot and linux for Zynq EPP, and the software running on Adapteva coprocessor. I haven’t checked the details but it looks like they fulfilled their promise. You can also access a preliminary version of Parallella Reference Manual.

You can also find more documentation on parallella.org. If you’ve missed the kickstarter campaign, and need a platform for parallel computing, the Parallela boards do not seem available right now, but you can register on their website to be informed once they are up for sale again.

via $99 Parallella Supercomputer is Now Open Source Hardware.

Thinking Out Loud 2010 06 03 2217H

  • Was filling up OT form had 71 hours of overtime last month excluding those less than 2 hours.
  • Enjoyed last Saturday’s wanderings with jayson and vince. Hope I can climb Mt Makiling (as far as I can) sometime soon.
  • Enjoyed the Thai resto jayson took us near the entrance of UPLB’s campus.
  • The Calamba/Laguna area need wider highways. The heavy traffic was irritating.
  • Words/phrase for the day would have to be “Living at the edge of competence”. A phrase I take to heart. I’m currently in this position right now. Doing things I’ve never done before, having to force your tools to lots of hoops to accomodate what you have to do. If you had asked me even 2 months ago (this is my third month in my new job) why I had left my previous job I wouldn’t be able to explain it. I’d just have to make you understand through verbal acrobatics. I realize now that I wanted to live in the edge of my competence, this is the only way I can grow as fast as I want, and the ups and downs of learning/implementing/programming is so acute and depressing and exhilarating I haven’t felt this psyched in working.
  • I’m alone in the office while typing this, the only reason I am able to is because I needed a break after grappling with jar dependency hell.
  • I miss my friends. It’s fun seeing people grow, learn and change. What isn’t fun is trying to schedule something, anything. I know you probably know the feeling. Even trying to meet with 2 friends and it’s a given that one of you is going to have to adjust to the schedules of the other two.
  • Part of me wants to make posts on some rudimentary stuff that made my past few days hellish, but it always seems to be a battle between standing still or moving forward.

rePost::God and real life « Paulo Coelho’s Blog

Christian tradition
A protestant priest, having started a family, no longer had any peace for his prayers. One night, when he knelt down, he was disturbed by the children in the living room.“Have the children keep quiet!” he shouted.His startled wife obeyed. Thereafter, whenever the priest came home, they all maintained silence during prayers. But he realized that God was no longer listening.One night, during his prayers, he asked the Lord: “what is going on? I have the necessary peace, and I cannot pray!”An angel replied: “He hears words, but no longer hears the laughter. He notices the devotion, but can no longer see the joy.”The priest stood and shouted once again to his wife: “Let the children play! They are part of praying!”And his words were heard by God once again.
via God and real life « Paulo Coelho’s Blog.

It is easy to understand the apprehension towards religion of a lot of people, It is in a sense because religion boxes what is intuitively boundless. FIND the JOY, FIND the LAUGHTER!

-Brave Mr Newman-An Appraisal – An Actor Whose Baby Blues Came in Shades of Gray – An Appraisal – NYTimes.com

Bravo Mr Paul Newman! A life well lived!

The movies are not kind to older actors and yet Mr. Newman walked away from this merciless business seemingly unscathed. During his second and third acts, he kept his dignity partly by playing men who seemed to have relinquished theirs through vanity or foolishness. Some of them were holding on to decency in an indecent world; others had nearly let it slip through their fingers.
Decency seems to have come easily to Mr. Newman himself, as evidenced by his philanthropic and political endeavors, which never devolved into self-promotion. It was easy to take his intelligence for granted as well as his talent, which survived even the occasional misstep. At the end of “The Drowning Pool,” a woman wistfully tells Mr. Newman, I wish you’d stay a while. I know how she feels.
An Appraisal – An Actor Whose Baby Blues Came in Shades of Gray – An Appraisal – NYTimes.com.

Living Til 80

Will I Live To See 80 is much much too different than will I be alive when I am 80?

thanks to Angry Bear here:

Friday, August 15, 2008

Living to 80

Hat tip to CoRev
Will I Live to see 80?
Here’s something to think about.
I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and
exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing ‘fairly well’ for my age.
A little concerned about that comment, I couldn’t resist asking him, ‘Do
you think I’ll live to be 80?’
He asked, ‘Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?’
‘Oh no,’ I replied. ‘I’m not doing drugs, either!’
Then he asked, ‘Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?
‘I said, ‘No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!’
Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking,
or bicycling?’ ‘No, I don’t,’ I said.
He asked, ‘Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?’
‘No,’ I said
He looked at me and said,….
‘Then, why do you even give a shit?