3 big bids with POC, 1 deployment of national agency site means 120 hours(based on screen time tracking) work weeks. For the past 3 weeks and unfortunately will spill over to early April. The times between sleep and trying to sleep is the yime can reflect on the stress and busyness. The only time I was stressed was when I felt someone was sabotaging the deployment. I enjoy working with my officemates. The only thing I regret is the neglect I am showing to my wife and children. I hope I can do better.