Feeling Weird About Cable

Last week I signed up as a monthly donor to WWF-Philippines. I’m giving 500php per month debited on my credit card every 15th.
The gist of the post is really about not being able to convince myself to subscribe to the skycable select plan that is only 280 php per month + 20php for Turner Classic Movies.
I feel very wierd about this, or I suspect that I am weird.
Disclaimer, when the nba begins I’m definitely subscribing BTV! yipee! just not now!
PS: My parents gave me a 32 inch series 3 (not full hd) lcd tv ! Thanks Ma and Pa, this is such a nice gift! Woot!