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I think I need a change of environment.
I either file a leave to refresh or change jobs.

I have this anxiety this fear that I am more olivar than lacaba.
That when the brave are called to serve I will prove to be a coward.
Haven’t slept since those policemen wearing ski masks brandishing long firearms passed me. Have been up for more 40 hours. Such dark thoughts engulf me.
I am so weak.

Wow feels.
The revival is almost pitch perfect.
It’s the original karate kid plus a ton of John Hughes sans millennials.
Eagerly awaiting season 2.

While discussing the Philippine economy I coined a new term Brown Gold.
Brown Gold is the primary export of the Philippines labor export policy.

Poverty Porn first world edition.
But it is much more than that
Will process then post later

Sitting in a small table in the middle of 8 cuts near hv Dela Costa. Trying to fight back tears either from this head splitting migraine or the despair I am feeling. I hate being a Filipino right now.

A non member asked me how a walk can fight poverty. I have no answer.

Someone coined this in the FB post of Ninotchka Rosca. Someone by the name of Victor Velasco. Awesome term. The weaponization of pattern recognition.

3 big bids with POC, 1 deployment of national agency site means 120 hours(based on screen time tracking) work weeks. For the past 3 weeks and unfortunately will spill over to early April. The times between sleep and trying to sleep is the yime can reflect on the stress and busyness. The only time I was stressed was when I felt someone was sabotaging the deployment. I enjoy working with my officemates. The only thing I regret is the neglect I am showing to my wife and children. I hope I can do better.

Have to plan this.