{"id":8047,"date":"2020-12-12T08:17:45","date_gmt":"2020-12-12T08:17:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/?p=8047"},"modified":"2020-12-12T08:17:45","modified_gmt":"2020-12-12T08:17:45","slug":"realisations-2020-12-12-0412h","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/2020\/12\/12\/realisations-2020-12-12-0412h\/","title":{"rendered":"Realisations 2020 12 12 0412H"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I realized something while watching Discovery Episode 9 Season 3. The writers with one scene made the Admiral a good leader in my eyes. Good writing.<\/p>\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n<p>But it started me pondering why I can&#8217;t seem to watch a new show right now. I have such long a backlog that I have been actively ignoring watching CLOY, Itaewon Class, Startup.<\/p>\n\n\n<p>I try to be introspective,  I even have the fantasy that my default mode is introspection first.<\/p>\n\n\n<p>I have been try to keep a semblance of normalcy by not watching new things.<\/p>\n\n\n<p>The seeming contradiction is I am watching KPOP a lot.<\/p>\n\n\n<p>Upon further thought I am just going back to the college age mindset to try new things or maybe more accurately a midlife crisis type of mindset wherein you try youthful things to capture ones youthful mindset again.<\/p>\n\n\n<p>All in all I am not Okay but It&#8217;s Okay not to be Okay.<\/p>\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I realized something while watching Discovery Episode 9 Season 3. The writers with one scene made the Admiral a good leader in my eyes. Good writing. But it started me pondering why I can&#8217;t seem to watch a new show right now. I have such long a backlog that I have been actively ignoring watching &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/2020\/12\/12\/realisations-2020-12-12-0412h\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Realisations 2020 12 12 0412H&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[62],"tags":[985,1088,1181],"class_list":["post-8047","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-angol","tag-musings","tag-personal","tag-realisations-realizations"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8047","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8047"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8047\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8047"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8047"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8047"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}