{"id":1577,"date":"2009-05-28T01:35:35","date_gmt":"2009-05-28T06:35:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/?p=1577"},"modified":"2009-05-28T01:35:35","modified_gmt":"2009-05-28T06:35:35","slug":"running-away","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/2009\/05\/28\/running-away\/","title":{"rendered":"running away"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know seems like running away is the easiest and most rational thing to do but I feel that it&#8217;s not for me.<br \/>\nI know I&#8217;ve said that I&#8217;m okay, but every time I see her I&#8217;m not.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s just who I am, I am a the kind of person whose blood still boils from an insult as far back as the 3rd grade.<br \/>\nI just never learned to forget, what I know hot to do is to replace.<br \/>\nReplace memories with other memories , but how can you replace when you just can&#8217;t find any emotion not anger.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m trapped between replacing the previous emotion with another emotion, and I care too much to replace that thing with anger. I&#8217;d rather be in hell.<br \/>\njust want to forget, can i just run away?<\/p>\n<div class=\"zemanta-pixie\" style=\"margin-top: 10px; height: 15px;\"><a class=\"zemanta-pixie-a\" title=\"Reblog this post [with Zemanta]\" href=\"http:\/\/reblog.zemanta.com\/zemified\/cbaf6e1f-42e0-4442-8383-48c692a0d5e9\/\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"zemanta-pixie-img\" style=\"border: medium none; float: right;\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/img.zemanta.com\/reblog_e.png?w=525\" alt=\"Reblog this post [with Zemanta]\" \/><\/a><span class=\"zem-script more-related pretty-attribution\"><script src=\"http:\/\/static.zemanta.com\/readside\/loader.js\" type=\"text\/javascript\"><\/script><\/span><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know I don&#8217;t know seems like running away is the easiest and most rational thing to do but I feel that it&#8217;s not for me. I know I&#8217;ve said that I&#8217;m okay, but every time I see her I&#8217;m not. It&#8217;s just who I am, I am a the kind of person whose &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/2009\/05\/28\/running-away\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;running away&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[62],"tags":[172,173,668,1185,1190,1400,1402,1488],"class_list":["post-1577","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal-angol","tag-anger","tag-anger-management","tag-health","tag-recreation","tag-relationships","tag-thing","tag-third-grade","tag-volkswagen"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1577","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1577"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1577\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1577"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1577"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/onthe8spot.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1577"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}